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Being in the household is gonna make me depressed again…..

So I guess you could say that I’m quite pissed off right now. The fact that you tried to pretend like you weren’t asking my grandmother to leave when in reality you were, is bullshit. This whole family day thing is bullshit.  What the fuck is a family day? What the fuck is a family? Not this shit that’s in the apartment. Families love each other, look out for each other, teach each other lessons, do things for each other because they care. This family is bullshit. This is nothing but a terms and agreement house hold. You do this for me and I’ll do this for you. This isn’t a FUCKING FAMILY. Using money as a way to say sorry makes you a fucking demon. Families are connected by love. This family is connected by money and that is BULLSHIT! There is no family because he will never be a part of my family. I hate him. I hate his family. I hate everything about him. I will never accept him. I don’t want him around my children when I have them. I don’t want anything to do with him. She tells me to be thankful for the things he does for me. Like what? Pay for shit? Because that’s all he fucking does is pay for shit. But guess what up until a few weeks ago, I was paying for shit too, so I don’t want to hear anything about that.. Oh boo hoo so he “protected” me from some older man that wanted my number in front of a 7eleven. It was a ONE time thing. And can we honestly say it was for him? Or was it for you? Was it so that he didn’t have to hear your mouth if I had told you that he didn’t say shit when the man spoke to me. And again, it was ONE TIME. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I DEFENDED MYSELF AGAINST OLDER MEN WHO HAVE TRIED TO TALK TO ME?!?!? ENOUGH TIMES TO WRITE A WHOLE BOOK ABOUT, I CAN TELL YOU THAT. But he cares about me right? He loves me right? No. Bullshit. I don’t want to hear that shit. Because he has said countless amounts of times that he hates me. That he hates us. He’s said fuck us, and all that other shit. The truth comes out when you’re angry, drunk, and honest. And everytime he gets angry he says that shit. I live by a saying that “No one says anything that they don’t mean. And if they disagree, they’re a liar. They just didn’t want to deal with the consequences of upsetting you.” Everyone says what they mean, because if they didn’t mean it, they wouldn’t say it. You’ve  even told me that you hated me one time. You probably don’t remember it but I do. I remember all the shit that everyone does to me because pain is something that you could never forget. There are only a few people that have never hurt me. But no one in this household is one of them. My parents have hurt me. My step parents have hurt me. My grandmothers have hurt me. You can always forgive, but when the same people constantly pain you, you never forget, and you can never forgive. 


I don’t know if it’s been done yet

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gf: babe, come over

me: I aint got a car

gf: but my parents aren’t home



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be there or 


That square is 5 bees by 6 bees I’ll have you know that is a bee rectangle you have failed

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I just want everyone to witness this at least once in their life

do you ever just glitch

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